I’m an up and down kinda girl. I’m not a super steady, even-keel person, emotionally speaking. One week I’m on top of the world, I’m organized, and have plans to accomplish everything under the sun. The next, I’m all about apathy, and I don’t feel like doing much but escaping into a book or going back to bed.
Quite honestly, it drives me crazy. This is inconsistency and these fluctuations. It makes me feel like I don’t even know who I truly am. The thoughts are swirling around up here again and I’m not really saying what I mean. Needless to say, I’m feeling the apathy at the moment. But, I have every reason to care. I have every reason in this world and the next to live with all my might, while I do live.
1 Q. What is your only comfort in life and in death?
A. That I am not my Own, but belong body and soul, in life and in death-to my faithful Savior Jesus Christ.
He has fully paid for all my sins with his precious blood, and has set me free from the tyranny of the devil. He also watches over me in such a way that not a hair can fall from my head without the will of my Father in heaven: in fact, all things must work together for my salvation.
Because I belong to him, Christ, by his Holy Spirit, assures me of eternal life and makes me wholeheartedly willing and ready from now on to live for him.